Sitting in this dark, cold place alone filled with swarming thoughts. I feel the urge to get up to go take a walk and clear my head but my body will not budge. All I can think of right now is what happened and what I wish to happen in both the present and future. My emotions are all over the place. I feel like bawling my eyes out but I am fighting the tears from streaming down my face. Knowing that once it starts, it all comes rushing out like a waterfall. My thoughts cloud my behaviour at this very moment, can’t help but think about everything that is going on in my life, and I must say some of them are hard to divulge. The voice deep inside cries and shouts to be let out. No matter the amount of fighting it puts up, it is never released and is hidden deep within the cold,dark shadows. A low cry always sounds out, but it is never heard or noticed by the outsiders. It is awaiting the day where it will explode and release everything it with held, a day in which everything comes out flowing like water in a river, leaving no rock unturned or sweeping away the leaves.