Sitting out here, pondering and questioning if at all I made the right decision. Yes this is home but it isn’t the home i grew up to know, it has now turned into this place filled selfish people who are ruled by their wants and desires, and have no regard for others but themselves.

Some days are good, others are bad but the question of whether I made the right decision still lingers in the air. Each day I wake up thinking today might be the day but it never happens.  How does one stay in a place that they don’t find appealing, a place where things are all jumbled up, a place where people are not what they appear to be and every one is trying to sell themselves out to the highest bidder.

But do I sit here going back and forth, or do I adjust and start accepting the way things are?