My mind keeps playing tricks on me…

It runs at lights speed, thinking of every and any possibility there is. Trying to do so much at once because for some odd reason, I feel as if I’m running out of time.

I can’t tell the difference between me trying to push things forward or is it my anxiety that is playing tricks on me. I have little patience for waiting as I’m always on edge about time, I count down every last minute why do I do that I can’t say. 

My mind keeps tricking me that I am running out of time, that I need to do as much as I can. I need to get into any and everything. Now when that happens I’m left feeling confused as I don’t know which direction to head towards.

So I give into the voice inside my head and start working, doing as much as I can and even with that there is no feeling of contentment. The little voice grows louder telling me I’m not doing enough. Will this every stop? I don’t know but all I’m certain of is I need to keep going, I need to keep pushing, I have to give my mind what it wants.

My mind keeps playing tricks on me…