My head is spinning, eyes swinging in all directions, 

I am unable to calm it, but does it really want to be calmed? My anxiety isn’t letting up;

I’m taking a step into the unknown, I mean I know the place however what’s going to happen scares me; 

I’m trying to remain optimistic about this next step, but the fear underneath doesn’t want to let up;

It feels as if I’m removing a patch from a wound and letting it heal and the patch isn’t willing to detach from the skin, or am I the one holding onto it? 

My head is spinning, what will happen next? Why am I so scared?