Challenges are a part of human life but what happens when it feels like a never ending cycle. 

Things getter better for a minute, and before you get the chance to catch your breath, everything turns into chaos. It’s a cycle of nonstop ups and downs, with the downs holding a heavier weight. 

Some days it feels you’re drowning, other days you’re a float.  You’re not even allowed to enjoy the moment before life warps you into another direction, making your head spin so hard and fast. 

It turns you silent.

Sometimes, things are so heavy that it leaves you with little to say. You can’t even think straight cause you are too busy trying to grasp and readjust to your current reality. It’s a continuous game of hop scotch.

The things they don’t tell you about adulthood.